BOOKLIFE REVIEW

Holesworth’s intimate debut, the first in a multi-volume memoir, offers a document of a youthful reckoning, charting his school years in the chronic town of Kensington, in northeast Philly, in the 1980s and 1990s, where he found secular salvation in the music of R.E.M. The child of an addict (his father) and a born-again Christian (his mother), Holesworth attended Baptist schools that offered “a make-believe education” that stamped out ambition and creativity. In a childhood of poverty, abuse, and crime, alternative rock’s breakthrough to the mainstream offered Holesworth new models of living, especially in the form of R.E.M. singer/lyricist Michael Stipe. Holesworth first hears “Losing My Religion” on a jukebox—the very title jolted him. What follows is a classic tale of clinging to something new like a life raft and looking to artists for cues about exactly what’s promised by the book’s title (and the eponymous R.E.M. song).